One of those days...

I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm going to blame it on my hormones cause I'm a woman and I can but just feel in a funk that I cant seem to shake.

Today for some reason seems like one of the worse days. I'm really tired (damn time change) and I miss my little girl. Most days I'm fine, but then again most days are normal days where I drop her off and I know she will be there till Matt or I pick her up. Today however is different. My sister who watches her has to go in to the office for her yearly review. The same office I used to call home but now cringe when I hear the name mentioned. Well while she is doing that she has to bring my daughter with her.

So my daughter gets to mingle and hang with my old employers. So I guess that is why today is so hard for me. If I just had a never ending stack of vacation days today would have been one of the days I took off. The thought of her in a place that brings back bad memories for me makes me want to break down and cry alone at my desk :(

Gosh this year just gets better and better!

For some good news though we booked our Vacation trips for the year a few weeks ago. In early April we will be going to San Antonio just the three of us and enjoying Sea World, River Walk and maybe even the Alamo. I'm really looking forward to just a vacation us three with no interruptions. May just leave my phone at home so I can really get away from it all. 23 days till San Antonio!!! :)

Then in May we will be going on the big family trip to the lake. Its becoming a tradition for the Larsen side of the family. My dad so kindly books the rooms and then us kids provide and cook the dinners for the weekend. This year I wont be able to stay as long but any time is better than no time. Down side is I will need to find someone to watch Addison for the days that my sister is down at the lake and unable to watch Addison. She will be there Thursday thru Monday and I think I will only be able to go Fri-Sun or Sat-Mon.... So I need someone for 2 days. Maybe Matt can take off and stay home with her.... Well see...

Sorry no pictures for this post. I haven't used my actual camera in a long time so all that I post are from my cell phone which to me takes better pictures!